It feels like I haven't posted in forever, but it's only been a few months.

Looking at the stuff that I posted in regards to real life made me realize that I've ruined the last place I'm not completely weird af. Whatever, it's my blog; I can be whoever I want, right?

What I'm trying to say is that, even though it's a struggle, I'm trying to be myself wherever I am.

Anyways, junior year sucks. I'm swamped in homework, and the classes suddenly got hard(er).

I've tried to pull an all-nighter once or twice since the school year started, especially at the beginning when I worked really hard at finishing all my work, but failed. I can usually stay up to 3:00am or so, but after that, I lose motivation and crash. Except then I have to wake up in a few hours feeling like shit.

How do people do it?

I haven't accomplished my goal at all in the couple years since I started this blog, but it's become a nice place to procrastinate homework :)